My F***ing Journal

Caffiene Addict
Hey, it's me, obviously, Elana...

I have been awake ever since like 7:30, on friday morning. I am at Suzie's suprise b-day party. Well, it's not so much of a suprise anymore... Suzie is obsessed with Ethan Bass, I am obsessed over Peter and Sam. Everyone els ein this house is sleeping. Suzie, Tara, Leah, Suzies other friend and Carol, Suzie's mom.

Tara, Suzie and I went out in the middle of the night to run around in th efreezing cold winter air. We ran around aimlessly in pajamas. People were smoking joints, wll the ones that were out,m and there were no cars in the streets.

Suzie's mom has been asleep ever since like 10:00. I have been up for so long. I am really hungery, but Suzie is like half asleep, (i keep waking her) and everyone else is like dead asleep. If I wake someone up, they will like kill me.

We went to duane reade and bought wintergreen mints to bite on (they spark in your mouth) and we also bought more caffeiene pills, just for me. Lol, they are so fun to take. I am the onlky one out of Suzie, me and Tara that hasn't felt any pains coming from my body because of the pills.

Today, after school, I went to Cafe' 82 with a bunch of people. I went with; Suzie, Erica, Miranda, Alexandra and Serena. (well, me too)

I just litorally watched the sun rise, like half a minute ago. Buses are going by and ther are cars and people outside.

At least the streets aren't abandoned anymore.

Ethan came over for part of Suzie's party. We all went to go see Along Came Polly. That was my 2nd time seeing it. It was funny, once again. Max lives above the 84th street theater so he came down to watch the movie with us.

Today, I am supposed to go and see Peter. My boyfriend. Well, one of the two. I feel like such a player. LOL! I am going out with the love of my life (not teddi) named SAM BENDAT and i am also going out with Peter Nagaard. I am supposed to go to peter's house today, i think ill be too dead to go. I'll try to go though, there may be some adult themes going on today.

At the theater, there was this group of people, they were (not racistly) black. They were talking to all of us. They followed us for a while, but then they caught on that they really need to go back and get their gang. Or, as Tara says...

We played video games, and talked. Max insisted on shocking the shoit out of me when he was touching the games. I played the shooting game, and the driving game. Both of which i am good at...

My stomach is growling...

Lol, I can see the rays of the sun streaming through the windows. I am teh only one that did NOT sleep. HOw can I sleep if i am given caffiene pills? lol, anyways...

I think that this is a really cool site. Suzie has a sn on here too. But, i keep forgetting the name of her sn and the site that this is on.

School is okay, bnothing fun happeneing. As usual...

Miranda still smells like fish. Nothing unusual...

I really like sam, but i also like peter, i couldnt decide on who to pick, so i am trying to double time it. Suzie is the only one besides me who knows.

This is a really long entry, it is like WAY longer than the ones that i have in my little recycalqable french book.

I am gonna try to get SOME rest, afetr all, it IS morning...

I'll write back soon... -Elana

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